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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

wait for it, wait for it...




...a night in the lonesome October, of my most immemorial year.

farewell.


Wednesday, October 25, 2006

have a smile to go

cuppa joe

bit of a something new

i'll see me at the place tomorrow

(yeah, don't worry about it. you'll see)

When you become senile, you won't know it


My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteous;
No merit of my own I claim
But wholly lean on Jesus’ name.
On Christ, the solid rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand

Remember that one time when I was almost a quarter of a century old? Yeah, those were rough times. Sometimes I think this is the prime time of my life...health, vigor, opportunity, a youthful sense of optimism...and what am I doing? I try not to think about that too much. There's always tomorrow.

I think I have nothing more to say. I sometimes go back and look at my old blogs, and I had so much to say. Don't know what happened. But tonight I'm having myself a little R&R and retiring early. I want to watch the Newsies, but I don't have it. I can't believe it's almost November! Today felt like winter. It wasn't that cold, it just had that feeling in the air, and the sky was a winter sky. And today I heard a song on the radio that reminded me of Christmas in Texas '04. That was two years ago. Copenhagen was two and a half, from the end. A year ago I came here. Thanksgiving is coming soon and I'll be in the Caribbean, but I'm more anticipating Christmas in the Black Hills. I wish I knew what was going on with this life. I wish I knew what to do, how to be who I want to be. I just want something more.

Every day people are straying away from the church and going back to God.
- Lenny Bruce




This is the last night I'm staying up late.
Ever.
For the rest of my life.


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

(walking down M street)
R: What?
Me: What?
R: What what?
Me: I didn't say anything!
R: Yeah, me neither

Communication is a great thing.
So is hearing voices, apparently.



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